Meghan Markle, pictured as Rachel Zane in TV hit Suits. Picture: Frank Ockenfels/USA/NBCU Photo Bank via Getty Images.
Meghan Markle, pictured as Rachel Zane in TV hit Suits. Picture: Frank Ockenfels/USA/NBCU Photo Bank via Getty Images.

Meghan Markle’s racy secret diary revealed

MEGHAN Markle has been revealed as the author of a racy secret diary detailing the struggles of a hustling Hollywood actor - revealing she has "magical boobs" and talking a LOT about sex.

Meghan, 36, called herself 'The Working Actress' and used a silhouette of an empty director's chair as the logo for her anonymous blog full of fruity language and revealing confessions.

The blog was started in January 2010, with Meghan telling readers how she was "hustling" for stardom, reports The Sun.

She wrote: "I am a working actor. And I don't have an entourage. Not a star. Not in tabloids.

"The kind of girl who is sometimes recognisable-ish. Operative suffix being "ish."

"I don't wait tables. I don't have a side job. I am in the club of the fortunate few that somehow make a living playing dress up. When it's good, it's f***ing awesome.

"The other 300+ days, it's harder than most would think. Humbling. Greuling [sic]. Sometimes mind numbing.

"But at the end of the day, it's all worth it."

Promoting her blog on Twitter, she encouraged readers to go on her blog with teasing tweets, writing: "'Come and read about the girl with the magical boobs!"

In another tweet, she posted: "Come and read about sex. Lots of sex!

Patrick J. Adams as Michael Ross, Meghan Markle as Rachel Zaneon TV show Suits. Picture: Getty
Patrick J. Adams as Michael Ross, Meghan Markle as Rachel Zaneon TV show Suits. Picture: Getty

Despite her glamorous lifestyle now, Prince Harry's fiancee reveals the hidden hardships of starting out in the acting business - even giving interviews where she spoke about filming love scenes, and how a rejection from a job would leave her "sobbing in bed with a bottle of wine and a box of cookies."

She was forced to drive to auditions in a "beat-up Ford explorer sport that rattled like a steamboat engine", which she had to crawl in through the boot to get into because the front door was jammed.

Before finding fame, Meghan starred in the US version of Deal or No Deal as a briefcase model, where she stood holding the case in a skimpy red dress.

After getting her big break as Rachel Zane in legal drama suits, she carried on writing the sensational blog, but did not reveal her identity or what series she was starring in.

Soon after, in July 2012, she deleted the blog, with later posts highlighting how her life dramatically changed.

She described her life on the show, writing: "I work long hours, I travel for Press, my mind memorises. My mind spins. My days blur. My nights are restless. My hair is primped, my face is painted, my name is recognised, my star meter is rising, my life is changing."

An insider who knows Meghan said the blog was "like a therapy for her".

Britain's Prince Harry with bride to be Meghan Markle as they watch a dance performance by Jukebox Collective during a visit to Cardiff, Wales. Picture: Ben Birchall/Pool via AP.
Britain's Prince Harry with bride to be Meghan Markle as they watch a dance performance by Jukebox Collective during a visit to Cardiff, Wales. Picture: Ben Birchall/Pool via AP.

"It allowed her to lay bare her struggles and also call out to some industry people while remaining anonymous. She really wrote it in her own voice.

"But once her career took off and her lifestyle blog started doing well, she stopped writing this one. That was the platform she truly wanted. She no longer wanted to be known as the 'struggling actor'."

Meghan is set to marry Harry on May 19 2018 at St. George's Chapel in the grounds of Windsor Castle, after a whirlwind romance.

Her move to the UK and relationship with Harry means the hustling actor life is behind her, and she has quit acting altogether, telling her agent she is not interested in any future roles.

A Kensington Palace spokeswoman told the Sun Online there would be no comment.

This article first appeared in The Sun and is reproduced with permission.

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